Sad song

It's ironic you see
I thought it wasn't me
But I've lost it again
And I find it so lame...
Yes, there's nothing to blame,
But I tell you I'm no more game;
I can't help but feel it
That I can't ease your pain
I can't go there again
So I'll release the strain:
I'll go and board another train.
That journey is over, ruined or wathever
I may have crossed the border
The one that says "no you can't come hither"
I've lost it and i can't help but feel it...